2016

i know i am a bit late.... its like the end of 2016 already, but still i think i should do a dedication post for the people i love in my life. as i am sort of an introvert, i don't know how to express how grateful i am to this people for making me who i am today, i may miss out some people because i cannot upload more photos but you know who you are!!! and i feel so blessed to know every single one of you :-)

thank you to my boy, who spent my 16th birthday with me, making that 3 day 2 night unforgettable and absolutely amazing. so much love for you. who knew i would enjoy watching a live soccer match? it was so much more thrilling then watching it on tv....

 and we got our uss season pass!! (although it was a total waste but i shall not get into details)

bridemaid's at chinese garden for photoshoot while the bride and groom is taking photos  

me and my queen in the hotel m's suite!!! totally recommended, although it is ex but the suite is absolutely AMAZING with a giant bathroom with a Jacuzzi and shower inside and its like heaven (pls mind my dad photobombing behind hahaha)

YES graduation day w my bae, was so not ready pls pardon my not ready facial expression hahaha he looks so good here i can't not upload it!! *inserts million of hearts*

lazer tag at lazer ops at dhoby gaut!! reasonable price and such a fun experience, sweating it all out on Christmas eve w the fam ;) and we literally had so much energy left that we still went to playnation after this to play wii and everything hahahaha

at grace's place (missing out kent)

and my dearest sister, the bride of the year. congratulations i love you so much pls be happy always

one that speaks without thinking too much
not a little child, but one that embraces me
not a boy who play's around when he's bored
but one that will only love me
even if he stays still and girls hand him their phones
that kind of guy who will proudly take out my picture
a kind of guy that will eat whatever i make
a guy that acts shy but knows how to be bold
always pretend to be careful of his behavior
but when you're with him
hmm you know what i'm talking about
looks are not an issue
even though our hobbies are different
our tastes is the same
a guy i can relate to alot
while watching a movie or listening to music
a voice that wakes me up in the morning
with a kiss
i want to dream of you
make my heart race
you're the person i want to give my heart to
-taeyang

8 august

wokeup early to go to the zoo with him, was raining early in the morning but after that no rain yay hehehe. been so long since i went to the zoo and can't even remember how anything looks like, well except the animals hehe. spotted many of my classmates in the zoo hehehe, didnt take much of the animals, tip: dont ever wear dr marts to the zoo, your legs will ache af. so there was SG 50 promo, $30 for zoo and river safari for one day. we went to the zoo first, then went to the river safari to see kaikai and jiajia and took a boat ride hehe.

was so drained so after having dinner at lot1, then went home hehe. however all in all, it was a great day spent with my favourite :-)

june holidays(?)

it has been such a solemn and boring june holiday, going back school practically everyday for d&t coursework, stay home weekends, but guess i got to do some self reflecting through this month and some exercise (implies on the word SOME) hahaha experienced something terrifying a few days back and still kind of traumatized by it, but with you i guess everything is better. spent most of my time with you this holiday, feels as if this 4 weeks were productive yet unproductive at the same time? and rewatching secret garden for the 37th time (yes i counted) hehehe went for ssikkek buffet for daddy's day and he really enjoyed it, rare to see a smile on his face. and oh yes i changed my phone omg from iphone to samsung urgh i miss the iphone camera... but its ok at least i have a phone, and he seems to like it and use it more then me anyway hehehe so thankful and blessed for everyone around me who cares and loves me for who i am, and accepting my flaws and my low self esteem, thankyou. (you know who you are) lovelove hehehehe

"maybe it's because i treat people the way i want to be treated,

expecting the same treatment back to me, 

that's why i'm always getting disappointed 

all by myself."

i just want things to be different, for once, and for things to be in my favor instead of others. i've been hiding behind walls and behind people all these while, it's time i learn to stand for myself and make my choices, so i won't end up in regrets.

dear you,

thanks for coming into my life
bringing smiles and laughters
seeing the unseen sides of me
pampering me
through the ups and downs
you went through it to get to me
thanks for making me feel loved
like how i've never felt before
this feeling is so special
nobody can take it away from me
my happiness, my everything
thankyou :)

new year

so i didn't celebrate the new year with my friends this year, instead i spent it with my family because my grandmother hasn't been well lately and i haven't been spending much time with her, so yeah celebrated with her and the rest of the family over at the Caspian Condominium (Grace's place)
so we little kids went to swim and play in the water while waiting for the food to be catered, and when the food was done we went to eat and then go back into the water and play again HAHAHA we totally dismissed the 1 hour rule but yolo right HAHA so yes after 3 hours+ of playing in the water, joey was starting not to feel good and we finally went up to have a bath. so after that it was almost 9+ so we went down to the pool pavilion to have some drinks (technically only me joey and ethan were drinking while the others well sprite and coke) and suddenly the lights went off, we thought it was a black out but actually was because aunty jennifer only booked till a certain timing so we went up to the house afterall haha. so we went up, and while the older cousins were playing saboteur in the room(we didnt play because there were too many of us), we younger ones camp outside infront of the tv waiting for big bang to appear...
and after hours of waiting, we started counting down to the new year and 3...2...1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! it's sort of a routine to start screaming and shouting to the other houses at caspian every year and shouting blessings to all, and uncle soon and uncle jason were trying hard to pop open the champagne bottle but it wont pop HAHAHA then aunty jennifer came to help and it opened so we all had a cup hahahaa so after what seemed like years,,, BIG BANG WAS FINALLY ON! there were obviously saving the best for last ;) haha and we all sat infront of the tv fangirling and fanboying over big bang and after which we finally went home...

because my family is cooler then yours ;)