one that speaks without thinking too much
not a little child, but one that embraces me
not a boy who play's around when he's bored
but one that will only love me
even if he stays still and girls hand him their phones
that kind of guy who will proudly take out my picture
a kind of guy that will eat whatever i make
a guy that acts shy but knows how to be bold
always pretend to be careful of his behavior
but when you're with him
hmm you know what i'm talking about
looks are not an issue
even though our hobbies are different
our tastes is the same
a guy i can relate to alot
while watching a movie or listening to music
a voice that wakes me up in the morning
with a kiss
i want to dream of you
make my heart race
you're the person i want to give my heart to
-taeyang

8 august

wokeup early to go to the zoo with him, was raining early in the morning but after that no rain yay hehehe. been so long since i went to the zoo and can't even remember how anything looks like, well except the animals hehe. spotted many of my classmates in the zoo hehehe, didnt take much of the animals, tip: dont ever wear dr marts to the zoo, your legs will ache af. so there was SG 50 promo, $30 for zoo and river safari for one day. we went to the zoo first, then went to the river safari to see kaikai and jiajia and took a boat ride hehe.

was so drained so after having dinner at lot1, then went home hehe. however all in all, it was a great day spent with my favourite :-)

june holidays(?)

it has been such a solemn and boring june holiday, going back school practically everyday for d&t coursework, stay home weekends, but guess i got to do some self reflecting through this month and some exercise (implies on the word SOME) hahaha experienced something terrifying a few days back and still kind of traumatized by it, but with you i guess everything is better. spent most of my time with you this holiday, feels as if this 4 weeks were productive yet unproductive at the same time? and rewatching secret garden for the 37th time (yes i counted) hehehe went for ssikkek buffet for daddy's day and he really enjoyed it, rare to see a smile on his face. and oh yes i changed my phone omg from iphone to samsung urgh i miss the iphone camera... but its ok at least i have a phone, and he seems to like it and use it more then me anyway hehehe so thankful and blessed for everyone around me who cares and loves me for who i am, and accepting my flaws and my low self esteem, thankyou. (you know who you are) lovelove hehehehe

"maybe it's because i treat people the way i want to be treated,

expecting the same treatment back to me, 

that's why i'm always getting disappointed 

all by myself."

i just want things to be different, for once, and for things to be in my favor instead of others. i've been hiding behind walls and behind people all these while, it's time i learn to stand for myself and make my choices, so i won't end up in regrets.

dear you,

thanks for coming into my life
bringing smiles and laughters
seeing the unseen sides of me
pampering me
through the ups and downs
you went through it to get to me
thanks for making me feel loved
like how i've never felt before
this feeling is so special
nobody can take it away from me
my happiness, my everything
thankyou :)

new year

so i didn't celebrate the new year with my friends this year, instead i spent it with my family because my grandmother hasn't been well lately and i haven't been spending much time with her, so yeah celebrated with her and the rest of the family over at the Caspian Condominium (Grace's place)
so we little kids went to swim and play in the water while waiting for the food to be catered, and when the food was done we went to eat and then go back into the water and play again HAHAHA we totally dismissed the 1 hour rule but yolo right HAHA so yes after 3 hours+ of playing in the water, joey was starting not to feel good and we finally went up to have a bath. so after that it was almost 9+ so we went down to the pool pavilion to have some drinks (technically only me joey and ethan were drinking while the others well sprite and coke) and suddenly the lights went off, we thought it was a black out but actually was because aunty jennifer only booked till a certain timing so we went up to the house afterall haha. so we went up, and while the older cousins were playing saboteur in the room(we didnt play because there were too many of us), we younger ones camp outside infront of the tv waiting for big bang to appear...
and after hours of waiting, we started counting down to the new year and 3...2...1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! it's sort of a routine to start screaming and shouting to the other houses at caspian every year and shouting blessings to all, and uncle soon and uncle jason were trying hard to pop open the champagne bottle but it wont pop HAHAHA then aunty jennifer came to help and it opened so we all had a cup hahahaa so after what seemed like years,,, BIG BANG WAS FINALLY ON! there were obviously saving the best for last ;) haha and we all sat infront of the tv fangirling and fanboying over big bang and after which we finally went home...

because my family is cooler then yours ;)

cheangchanliuchee

happy 2015 to all my readers! 2014 has been an exciting however not a really good year...

so let's hope 2015 will be better! (although its the year for n levels)

so this is a little late, but this was how i spent the eve of my new year's eve, with my girls.

so firstly, we met up at wanqi's house to take bus over to holland village to have sunday folks!

we had to wait for an hour+ because there were SO MANY people omg even though we were famished we decided to take some photos at the empty road hehe

after taking photos only half an hour passed.. so we stand outside the shop while waiting for our names to be called we talked alot about life and funny and hilarious things... miss times like that :')

and after finally what seemed like ages... WE FINALLY HAD A TABLE!!!!!!!

Madagascian Vanilla with Waffle and extra topping Nama Chocolate which cost $9++

so after we had our very feeling waffles and ice cream, we wanted to walk over to the bus stop to head home, however, right infront of our eyes was holland village, and sarah literally screamed and said lets go get churrosity so yes we did go and it was so good even though we were so full 

so after all that eating.. we accompanied chan to the newly opened BIG BOX to meet her parents and sister. so we cabbed over (typical) and we were stunned by how big but empty big box was and yay thanks chee and cheang for the cab treat (for the first time) HAHA and yes since we were early and chan's family havent come, we went to play.... 

that moment they saw the empty bed, my three darling girls just had to jump and lie there...

i didnt take many photos, but you have the jist of it by looking at this photos right HAHA we literllay went crazy and play like we were sec 1 all over again... fun times like this are just so memorable, especially on the second last day of 2014 especially with my dearest girls. and i can't thank them enough for their love and care for these 3 coming to 4 years...