i just want things to be different, for once, and for things to be in my favor instead of others. i've been hiding behind walls and behind people all these while, it's time i learn to stand for myself and make my choices, so i won't end up in regrets.

dear you,

thanks for coming into my life
bringing smiles and laughters
seeing the unseen sides of me
pampering me
through the ups and downs
you went through it to get to me
thanks for making me feel loved
like how i've never felt before
this feeling is so special
nobody can take it away from me
my happiness, my everything
thankyou :)

new year

so i didn't celebrate the new year with my friends this year, instead i spent it with my family because my grandmother hasn't been well lately and i haven't been spending much time with her, so yeah celebrated with her and the rest of the family over at the Caspian Condominium (Grace's place)
so we little kids went to swim and play in the water while waiting for the food to be catered, and when the food was done we went to eat and then go back into the water and play again HAHAHA we totally dismissed the 1 hour rule but yolo right HAHA so yes after 3 hours+ of playing in the water, joey was starting not to feel good and we finally went up to have a bath. so after that it was almost 9+ so we went down to the pool pavilion to have some drinks (technically only me joey and ethan were drinking while the others well sprite and coke) and suddenly the lights went off, we thought it was a black out but actually was because aunty jennifer only booked till a certain timing so we went up to the house afterall haha. so we went up, and while the older cousins were playing saboteur in the room(we didnt play because there were too many of us), we younger ones camp outside infront of the tv waiting for big bang to appear...
and after hours of waiting, we started counting down to the new year and 3...2...1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! it's sort of a routine to start screaming and shouting to the other houses at caspian every year and shouting blessings to all, and uncle soon and uncle jason were trying hard to pop open the champagne bottle but it wont pop HAHAHA then aunty jennifer came to help and it opened so we all had a cup hahahaa so after what seemed like years,,, BIG BANG WAS FINALLY ON! there were obviously saving the best for last ;) haha and we all sat infront of the tv fangirling and fanboying over big bang and after which we finally went home...

because my family is cooler then yours ;)

cheangchanliuchee

happy 2015 to all my readers! 2014 has been an exciting however not a really good year...

so let's hope 2015 will be better! (although its the year for n levels)

so this is a little late, but this was how i spent the eve of my new year's eve, with my girls.

so firstly, we met up at wanqi's house to take bus over to holland village to have sunday folks!

we had to wait for an hour+ because there were SO MANY people omg even though we were famished we decided to take some photos at the empty road hehe

after taking photos only half an hour passed.. so we stand outside the shop while waiting for our names to be called we talked alot about life and funny and hilarious things... miss times like that :')

and after finally what seemed like ages... WE FINALLY HAD A TABLE!!!!!!!

Madagascian Vanilla with Waffle and extra topping Nama Chocolate which cost $9++

so after we had our very feeling waffles and ice cream, we wanted to walk over to the bus stop to head home, however, right infront of our eyes was holland village, and sarah literally screamed and said lets go get churrosity so yes we did go and it was so good even though we were so full 

so after all that eating.. we accompanied chan to the newly opened BIG BOX to meet her parents and sister. so we cabbed over (typical) and we were stunned by how big but empty big box was and yay thanks chee and cheang for the cab treat (for the first time) HAHA and yes since we were early and chan's family havent come, we went to play.... 

that moment they saw the empty bed, my three darling girls just had to jump and lie there...

i didnt take many photos, but you have the jist of it by looking at this photos right HAHA we literllay went crazy and play like we were sec 1 all over again... fun times like this are just so memorable, especially on the second last day of 2014 especially with my dearest girls. and i can't thank them enough for their love and care for these 3 coming to 4 years... 

christmas

went to watch the night at the museum 3 with the family on christmas eve and it was damn good, i'll rate it 11/10 hahaha, so touching that i was close to tears :( so after the movie we went over to my place to have dinner, and after dinner we booked a room at playnation for 10;15pm-1:15am at princep street beside strictly pancakes! it was fun playing with the wii, xbox and playstation dance central guitar hero and L4D hehehehe it was fun with the cousins, and after that all came back to my place again to sleep over!! so we all managed to squeeze into one of the rooms and then we played and talked till about 3 and then me daphne and desyree stayed up to watch exo showtime till about 4:30am and then we fell asleep......

and at 10am i felt something licking me.. and omg prince was right infront of me and he was waking everyone up slowly and then slowly we all went to wash up and went down to blow balloons and have breakfast! after that the caterers from west lake came and then we went to eat hahaha, and then wanqi came over and then started stepping balloons hehehehehe, and the winners for this year is kent and fai!! hahaha so yeah after that we went down to jurong lake park to play and walk for awhile then came up for dinner and then right now we are playing cards in the room all together, and yes so that was my christmas :) so here are some pictures hehe:

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a friend

30 nov.... the day natasha left us for australia.. migrating there for good, sigh we're gonna miss you dear. three years of friendship, one of my first friends in fuhua, and one of my closest. through this years we had many memories, so many times that we laughed at the stupidest and most retarded things, but thats what friends do right? gossiping about how hot that guy on the street is, who that handsome guy is in that shop, hugging you whenever i see you and not letting go because i love to play with you, these are just some of the many memories we made, its gonna take a while to get used to you not being here anymore, its hard not only for me but many others especially yusrina, she is hurting the most. you're probably having a hard time over there as well, having to adapt to the new enviroment, jetlag, school, and the hardest part of making new friends which will obviously be easy for you since youre so outgoing and friendly to everyone you meet, but still if youre having a hard time, stay strong, your friends in singapore are always here to lend you a listening ear. the thought of wanting to join talent quest next year, but idk who else to do it with other than you.. wishing you can come back for talent quest but thats just absurd. wait for another year, we will be there to visit you after our n's and we will save enough money to play there when we visit. i hope you enjoy your life at Australia and never forget us, both 2i6 and 3s6 and everyone here in fuhua and even the teachers. find a handsome boyfriend and come back whenever you can.

                                                         

                                                         we miss you natasha