our first anniversary

08/05/2016
"lean on each other's strengths, forgive each other's weakness.
forever is a long time, but i don't mind spending it with you.
thank you for all the memories yesterday, for the happiness today and the promises of all tomorrows."
happy anniversary my love

stayed over for one night at MBS, thanks to my mama for booking the room for us hehe

is it my boy handsome af?? cannot get enough of him really

thank you for the flowers and the ring baby 

credits to nakano hehe

thanks girls for coming all though dinner was shitty i hope u girls had fun!!

photographer for the day hehehe

at the infinity pool, thanks again nao for taking this photo even though i didnt ask you too but u took so many nice photos for us hehe love u!

for many more years to come, i want to last with you forever. i love you baby, once again happy one year <3 

ite

so this year after graduating from Fuhua, i went to study Travel and Tourism in ITE college west. i was nervous and scared at first because my boyfriend was in a different course from me and i had no friends, but slowly i came to meet the few of the best people i've ever met from my class.

hehehe huixin and naomi, taken during lecture with naomi's fisheye lens 

they came all the way down to jurong east to do project so that i don't need to travel so far like amk where naomi stays, love u girls alot (project end up selfie as usual)

taken by: felicia or jolyn i cannot remember

at sun yet san (?) memorial hall for learning journey

jo hehehehe 

not forgetting my first friend in ITE, my first ever japanese friend, naomi <3 

one of the best days, after school the three girls came over to my place to washup and bathe while waiting for mr ng to end school, and although they stay very far and there's school next day, they came to jurong west to haave mookata near fuhua!!! they stayed till quite late although me and karleng had presentation the next day, thanks alot baby for the treat too!!! please dont mind karleng's face she is always like that...  they are really my happy pills always making me smile :)

yes my baby went to jurong east and waited for me to end sports and wellness class, and then we went to walk walk as per usual (yay he is carrying my laptop for me because i was carrying alot of stuff that day)

and the both of us had a 3D2N stay during the March 2 week holidays at Hotel Jen Orchard Gateway! thanks so much for the fun babe and i miss sleeping waking up next to you already ):

and lastly!!! our latest movie date at clementi WE cinemas, watched KungFu Panda 3 which was very expected, but cute at the same time!! and yes im wearing skirt as i felt like being feminine that day hehehe and my boy rarely sees me dress up on our usual days so he loved it!! and i love him so much *inserts millions of heart emojis*

2016

i know i am a bit late.... its like the end of 2016 already, but still i think i should do a dedication post for the people i love in my life. as i am sort of an introvert, i don't know how to express how grateful i am to this people for making me who i am today, i may miss out some people because i cannot upload more photos but you know who you are!!! and i feel so blessed to know every single one of you :-)

thank you to my boy, who spent my 16th birthday with me, making that 3 day 2 night unforgettable and absolutely amazing. so much love for you. who knew i would enjoy watching a live soccer match? it was so much more thrilling then watching it on tv....

 and we got our uss season pass!! (although it was a total waste but i shall not get into details)

bridemaid's at chinese garden for photoshoot while the bride and groom is taking photos  

me and my queen in the hotel m's suite!!! totally recommended, although it is ex but the suite is absolutely AMAZING with a giant bathroom with a Jacuzzi and shower inside and its like heaven (pls mind my dad photobombing behind hahaha)

YES graduation day w my bae, was so not ready pls pardon my not ready facial expression hahaha he looks so good here i can't not upload it!! *inserts million of hearts*

lazer tag at lazer ops at dhoby gaut!! reasonable price and such a fun experience, sweating it all out on Christmas eve w the fam ;) and we literally had so much energy left that we still went to playnation after this to play wii and everything hahahaha

at grace's place (missing out kent)

and my dearest sister, the bride of the year. congratulations i love you so much pls be happy always

one that speaks without thinking too much
not a little child, but one that embraces me
not a boy who play's around when he's bored
but one that will only love me
even if he stays still and girls hand him their phones
that kind of guy who will proudly take out my picture
a kind of guy that will eat whatever i make
a guy that acts shy but knows how to be bold
always pretend to be careful of his behavior
but when you're with him
hmm you know what i'm talking about
looks are not an issue
even though our hobbies are different
our tastes is the same
a guy i can relate to alot
while watching a movie or listening to music
a voice that wakes me up in the morning
with a kiss
i want to dream of you
make my heart race
you're the person i want to give my heart to
-taeyang

8 august

wokeup early to go to the zoo with him, was raining early in the morning but after that no rain yay hehehe. been so long since i went to the zoo and can't even remember how anything looks like, well except the animals hehe. spotted many of my classmates in the zoo hehehe, didnt take much of the animals, tip: dont ever wear dr marts to the zoo, your legs will ache af. so there was SG 50 promo, $30 for zoo and river safari for one day. we went to the zoo first, then went to the river safari to see kaikai and jiajia and took a boat ride hehe.

was so drained so after having dinner at lot1, then went home hehe. however all in all, it was a great day spent with my favourite :-)

june holidays(?)

it has been such a solemn and boring june holiday, going back school practically everyday for d&t coursework, stay home weekends, but guess i got to do some self reflecting through this month and some exercise (implies on the word SOME) hahaha experienced something terrifying a few days back and still kind of traumatized by it, but with you i guess everything is better. spent most of my time with you this holiday, feels as if this 4 weeks were productive yet unproductive at the same time? and rewatching secret garden for the 37th time (yes i counted) hehehe went for ssikkek buffet for daddy's day and he really enjoyed it, rare to see a smile on his face. and oh yes i changed my phone omg from iphone to samsung urgh i miss the iphone camera... but its ok at least i have a phone, and he seems to like it and use it more then me anyway hehehe so thankful and blessed for everyone around me who cares and loves me for who i am, and accepting my flaws and my low self esteem, thankyou. (you know who you are) lovelove hehehehe

"maybe it's because i treat people the way i want to be treated,

expecting the same treatment back to me, 

that's why i'm always getting disappointed 

all by myself."

i just want things to be different, for once, and for things to be in my favor instead of others. i've been hiding behind walls and behind people all these while, it's time i learn to stand for myself and make my choices, so i won't end up in regrets.